{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Inside out","provider_url":"https:\/\/peternoel.cafeblog.hu","author_name":"Peter Noel","author_url":"https:\/\/peternoel.cafeblog.hu\/author\/peternoelfreemail-hu\/","title":"Peter Noel: L\u00e1ngol\u00f3n szeretni - To love fiercely","html":"

(You can read the English version under the Hungarian text.)<\/p>\r\n

Azt k\u00e9rded, mit tartok furcs\u00e1nak? Figyelj j\u00f3l, elmondom neked.<\/p>\r\n

Tizenh\u00e1rom \u00e9ves vagy, \u00e9s a szex olyan neked, mint a k\u00e9zfog\u00e1s. Kis t\u00falz\u00e1ssal b\u00e1rkivel kezet fogsz. R\u00f6hejesnek tartod a tanul\u00e1st, de a legrosszabb, azt is, hogy b\u00e1rmiben fejl\u0151dj. Nincs benned al\u00e1zat \u00e9s kitart\u00e1s, hogy b\u00e1rmit is fel\u00e9p\u00edts magadban. Erk\u00f6lcs\u00f6t, tud\u00e1st, \u00e9rt\u00e9keket. Olyan fot\u00f3kat posztolsz az Interneten, amelyen \u00e9pphogy el vannak takarva a melleid. Mintha a k\u00fcls\u0151 b\u00e1rmi \u00e9rt\u00e9ket is hordozna. Tudod, ezen baroms\u00e1gok helyett ink\u00e1bb el kellene olvasnod a Kis Herceget. Tal\u00e1n utat mutatna.<\/p>\r\n

Olyan nyugodtan dobod magadba a szintetikus drogokat, mintha csak vitaminok voln\u00e1nak. Azt\u00e1n \u00fagy ki\u00fct\u00f6d magad a buliban, hogy m\u00e1snap nem is eml\u00e9kszel arra, mi t\u00f6rt\u00e9nt. Tudod, nem \u00e9rtem, mert az ember az\u00e9rt \u00e9l, hogy \u00e9lm\u00e9nyei legyenek. Ezek hat\u00e1rozz\u00e1k meg \u00e9let\u00fcnket.<\/p>\r\n

Sz\u00f3val, ha nem eml\u00e9kszel arra, mit tett\u00e9l, akkor mi \u00e9rtelme?<\/p>\r\n

Tudod, \u00e9letem sor\u00e1n sokszor \u00e9reztem \u00e9n is, hogy \u00fagy f\u00e1jnak dolgok, hogy szinte sikolt a b\u0151r\u00f6m, mert a lelkem ki akar t\u00f6rni, de pr\u00f3b\u00e1ltam meg\u0151rizni a tart\u00e1st, \u00e9s nem csin\u00e1lni semmi h\u00fclyes\u00e9get. T\u00f6rtem m\u00e1r \u00f6ssze t\u00e1ny\u00e9rt, sokszor kiab\u00e1ltam, volt, hogy hazudtam \u00e9s k\u00e1romkodtam, \u00e9s k\u00e9pes voltam verekedni is. Lehetn\u00e9k sokkal jobb ember, ezt biztosan tudom. De az\u00e9rt megtanultam valamit, amit neked sem \u00e1rtana\u2026<\/p>\r\n

Nem v\u00e1rja senki sem t\u0151led, hogy t\u00f6k\u00e9letes l\u00e9gy, csak, hogy \u00e9p\u00edts fel magadban egy olyan embert, ki k\u00e9pes \u00e9rt\u00e9keket is teremteni, s nem \u00fagy \u00e9l a vil\u00e1gban, mint, akinek minden mindegy. Meg kellene \u00e9rtened, hogy a legapr\u00f3bb dolgok is sz\u00e1m\u00edtanak. \u00c9rint\u00e9sek, illatok, \u00edzek. Ahogyan m\u00e1sokhoz sz\u00f3lsz, ahogyan m\u00e1sokkal b\u00e1nsz\u2026 S mindenn\u00e9l fontosabb, hogy a sz\u00edved mik\u00e9nt szeret \u00e9s fogad el t\u00e9ged \u00e9s m\u00e1sokat.<\/p>\r\n

Ezt k\u00edv\u00e1nom h\u00e1t ma nektek: Kiab\u00e1ljatok, ha kell, t\u00f6rjetek \u00f6ssze egy t\u00e1ny\u00e9rt, de szeressetek l\u00e1ngol\u00f3n! \u00c9gjen a sz\u00edvetek a nap minden pillanat\u00e1ban. \u00dagy gondolom, csak \u00edgy \u00e9rdemes \u00e9lni. Nem igaz? De. :) - Peter Noel<\/a>, P\u00e9ter Noel<\/a>, Peter Noel Privat<\/a>, Noel Peter New<\/a> Szerz\u0151i \u00e9s minden jog fenntartva. Megoszthat\u00f3 v\u00e1ltoztat\u00e1s n\u00e9lk\u00fcl, mindennem\u0171 egy\u00e9b felhaszn\u00e1l\u00e1sa enged\u00e9lyk\u00f6teles.<\/p>\r\n

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You keep asking what do I find strange? Listen to me carefully, I tell you.<\/p>\r\n

You\u2019re 13 years old, and sex is like shaking hands for you. You barely shake hands with anyone. You find studying and developing yourself ridiculous. You have no humility and perseverance to build anything up inside of you.\u00a0Any moral, knowledge, or value. You are posting half naked photos on the internet. Like appearance would have any values. Instead of these stupid things maybe you should read the Little Prince. Maybe it would lead you somewhere.<\/p>\r\n

You are using synthetic drugs\u00a0so calmly just like they were vitamins. Then you colapse in the party and cannot remember anything on the next day. I don\u2019t get it, since we are living to have memories. These memories determine our lives.<\/p>\r\n

So what\u2019s the point, when you can not remember what you have done?<\/p>\r\n

You know I also felt like my skin was screaming, and the pain burned my heart, but I didn\u2019t do any stupid things, because I had humility. I broke some plates, I yelled and lied, and sometimes I had a fight. I\u2019m sure, I could be an even better person. But I learned somethings that you also should...<\/p>\r\n

Nobody wants you to be perfect, you just should build up valuable things inside of you. The tiniest things also matter. Touches, odours, tastes. The way you talk to others, the way you treat others\u2026 And what is more important: How your heart accept and love yourself and others.<\/p>\r\n

This is my wish for you all today: Yell if you need, broke some plates, but always love like a fire! Let yours hearts burn in every single moment of the day. I think it is the only way how it worth living. Am I right? I am. :) - Peter Noel<\/a>, P\u00e9ter Noel<\/a>, Peter Noel Privat<\/a>, Noel Peter New<\/a>\u00a0Copyright and all rights reserved. Shareable without modification, any other use requires authorization.<\/p>","type":"rich"}